...Felicity...Memories...

2007-03-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

finally sat down to make this post.

really feel like penning down what i am feeling now.

lost? confused?

maybe i just simply dunno what i really want myself.

is it really that tough to strike a good balance between 2 special relationships that i seriously value?

think i will break down anytime cuz i am feeling weak now

2006-12-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

yay its finally over!

and i am enjoying myself in PENANG now (:

damn shiok.

see u guys back in spore

2006-11-29T16:16:00.000+08:00

3 down 1 to go!

left the last maths paper on next tue

then its officially over!

but the past few papers were NOT GOOD

starting worrying about my cap score now

goin malaysia on 6th dec

finally a chance to relax and get to see everyone back in penang

yay!

alrights luck for everyone!

2006-11-20T03:47:00.000+08:00

PHOTOs time!

lots of November babies man

first up is guanyou's bday on the 11/11.

we had a BIG birthday surprise for him.

WE EMPTIED HIS ROOM. totally. free from everything.

we hide all his stuff behind this gigantic cardboard

we moved all his stuff out and arranged them nicely outside along the corridor. nice?

chance upon this musical at Raffles City. it's Barbie and the 12 dancing princess. so cool!

next up is Shangfei's bday

as usual we had her favourite- SUSHI

me and her at wheelock's sakae

spastic her with the sushi

she's flying off to Shanghai soon. gona miss her and her stupid actions for the next few days. no more de-stress machine for me.

shan's bday on the 19th

we went to chinasq for a superb delicious great damn good DIM SUM buffet.

with bao face muffin head

with best shanz

with tan lay

birthday gal posing with all her feast

the everbest powerpuff gals

by the way, exams really around the corner now. so it's time for some encouragement ya

the welfare committee made some encouragement frames for everyone yay!

alrights lately been to business library everyday for studyin with the deeblockers.

suddenly felt lost. totally dunno what i hav been studyin so far. no confidence at all. lst time experience this feeling.

oh no!

jia you peeps!

distance

2006-11-12T11:05:00.000+08:00

distance

been having sort of weird feeling lately

the feeling of being distant with everyone around me

everyone around me seem to so near yet so far from me

i seriously dont like this feeling

it's been bothering me for the past week

izzit that i did something wrong that cause all these?

if thats the case, i am most willing to do anything to make everything back to normal

where we face each other sincerely

where we chat smile gossip freely

not sure if it's just me being paranoid and too sensitive

but i just dont like all these

i really cherish our friendship and dont wish anything to spoil it

do hope for the many years to come where we still meet and catch up with each other

can that happen?

2006-11-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

sicksicksick

i am so sick now

thurs had a teribble headache after dance performance

popped 2 panadols and went queensway with deeblockers

thought everything will be ok but it did not turn out that way

fri morning woke up with an even worse migraine

almost died from the severe pain

went to see doc and she said that i was sick

which made the migraine worse

given painkillers as usual and some medicine for my throat

back at home resting now

home is still the BEST man

being pamper by everyone at home is good too

think must be those super late nights and damn early mornings that cause all these

been sleepin like 3hrs plus everyday this week thats why

i seriously hate the feeling of being sick and weak

MUST GET WELL SOON!

2006-11-04T22:46:00.000+08:00

the past week

celebrated mummy's birthday on last sat

went to her favourite place for seafood

we had lots of great stuff esp raw oysters!

meetup with the girls. at changing appetite

had lots lots lots of photo-whoring

all sorts of different funny spastic and pretty poses

yay!

after that SHOPPING :)

we shall meetup more often alrights?

feeling wrong now

it's kinda weird i can say

how do i feel this way?

2006-10-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

pretty pics!

had blk bbq like 2weeks ago

rushed back from tuition to hall

it turned out quite fun

after the bbq, we continued with blk d drinking session

a great bonding session i would say

NIGHT CYCLING 06

we set off from nus at about 11

cycled all the way from nus to east coast park

passing by all the nice eateries like geylang and lau pau sat

the people who made the cyclin trip so fun and wonderful

cheers!

cheer dance performance for NUS sports award

with weilin/ rola/ jieying no 1

steamboat session with the committee last fri at marina

the seniors were funny and nice

and i believe com will turn out to be a great team working together!

after that Mr.nice zong xian sent me home

credit to him - THANKS :)

-

shitty week again

i have 1 lab report 2 projects

due in these 2 weeks time

i seriously need to start picking up speed and mug for the exams which is just 5 short weeks away

if not thats the end

jia you veron!

2006-10-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

i felt so SCREWED UP again!!

with another round of deadlines coming up

this kind of dreadful life is not going to end at all

not enough sleep resulting in being sleepy MOST of the time

and not completing my tutorials on time

are bad enough

NOW feeling not being understand by others just add on and make everything worse

I AM SO USELESS!

maybe it's really time i reflect upon myself and see what i really desire in life

izzit all these shit or just a simple me?

2006-10-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

once over the hill, you will pick up speed

just passed a damn hectic week for me

activities all fully packed

even back to back on some days

almost died

but i managed to survive from all these

i believe next week will be great :)

had night cycling on fri night with blk dee

sports award performance was a success too!

shall be back with all the pics update

yay

2006-10-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

week 7 down

the mid term break came and passed like a gust of wind

thought of relaxing myself and having some free time out to shop or dine with friends

but ended up nothing of such were done

almost the whole week is spent in school

studying and doing stuff back in hall

most neighbours were back so it was not lonely afterall

maths mid term was not as scary as i thought

anyway blk D getting more happening as the day passes

with TH supper mid-autumn celebration and

next up activity will be night cycling

yay!

all the way from nus to east coast

hope nothing BIG happen that day and i turn out fine

hahaz

of course not to forget our punkD operation

more and more people are being sabo-ed and scare-d

but overall it's fun :)

war 1 between d2[longwing] gals and d2[shortwing] guys happened last thurs

and we WON!

but all the screaming and running disturbed the e1guys

so no choice we had to stop and start with the clearing up

now shanz diana and i are all on Luke! alert

cuz he's been patrolling our corridor so frequently lately

cm1111 quiz coming up AGAIN

from chap 1 all the way till 4

on wed

and i haven really started studying

this is so BAD!

and with next week all the comm having their duties

i seriously need to start planning my timetable

it's time to start preparing for my examination

countdown: 8 more weeks to go!

let's go!

2006-10-01T13:21:00.000+08:00

happening sat!

wow had an eventful sat this week

had tuition early in the morning with the kids

tired and sleepy throughout the whole session as i slept too late last night

cause i went seletar dam with johnson for geo project

the ice cream there was really nice

rushed back to nus for cheerdancing prac

caught in the heavy rain and was drenched with weilin

back in woodlands library to teach yat and weien chemistry as their exams are just next

omg! so last min

as usual for them to think they are superman

the ever best buddies - weien and yat

after that was family time

been quite sometimes ever since i last went out with my family for some decent activities

had dinner in swensen

and of course not to miss the earthquake dessert man

then head for cathay to watch the latest jackie chan's movie

ROb -B- hood

haha it's superb nice la the movie

the fighting action funny jokes and the touching scene where louis khoo and jackie chan are trying to save the baby is sure not to be missed

plus plus plus point is that the baby matthew is super duper damn cute can!!!

cant resist the temptation to keep sayin "SO CUTE!" while watching

rating:
4**** for movie-lovers
4.5**** for jackie chan's supporters and those who wanna see handsome dudes like louis khoo
5********** for baby lovers!

hahaz

alrights

mugging time!

2006-09-28T12:49:00.000+08:00

D2 rawks!

photos from our cooking session uploaded!

wow the connection in sch is damn fast can

the gianben master Daniel

gianben julie

the threesome

the delicious meal yay!

our master chef Luke

the shushu zongxian

post for a nice photo!
good food and best people

2006-09-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

as promised!

photos :)

firstly is the blk D supper at west coast mac

quite sometimes ago but thought of uploading them up

blk d getting more happening fun and bonded as the time goes by

thats good!

yesterday d2 had a cooking session

with best me zongxian and luke

with the gianben daniel joining us at the last part of the cooking

we took about 1hr plus to whip that delicious dinner

the food really tasted good can

not bad

maybe can try cooking spag next time

will be back with the pics for our cooking session :)

peace models!

in different countries' costumes
we looked so funny with the hairstyle and thick makeup on

cant stand but to keep laughing at each other

even the seniors and helpers cant recognise us

and i looked so like a Victorian age Queen!

*peace begin in our heart*

2006-09-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

International Peace Day 2006

had a really happy yet tiring day

today was the BIG day for all the girls from both nus and novena

all the months of practise were all worth it just for the success of today's event

yongye and the others were proud of us

when our performance won thunderous applause

it was my 1st time modelling in the public

a nice experience i would say

all the attention the people gave you

and the pamper those hairstylist makeup artiste shone on you

definitely made you like a princess

suddenly i really felt the difference

of a ordinary girl

and the model tons of girls yearn for

cherish those precious moments on stage

and also with the model girls

never forget the gossips, "educational" chats, the ever evil tall girls' theory

and our tai-tais plan

plus the classic shoes exhibition cum trying-out which was damn hilarious

next up acitivty will be cheer dancing with the girls

gona form a "all tall girls cheer team"!

connection superb slow today
so no choice but have to upload the pretty pics next time
till then will be mugging time

2006-09-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

MID TERM BREAK!

the mid term break has just officially started!

horray :)

but the bad side is that i need to catch up with my work my sleep and PROJECTS!

not the mention those gatherings too

can i have more time?

today marked the end of the ibg period

overall champ is BLK EEE

deeblock won the touch rug guys champ

not bad dudes!

anyway Dr Lee just called me

asking me regarding my condition now

shocked to receive his call i can say

after the medication he gave me i indeed felt better

but after what he heard about my problems

he suggest that i go back again this weekend for a more detailed consultation and maybe stronger medicaiton

if it stll doesnt work

then specialist

oh no!

been seeing lots of docs lately

for stupid ankle and my cough

think i am going broke real soon

due to all these medical bills

what's wrong with me?

need to start planning my break properly

must maximise them to the fullest!

show's this sun

excited and nervous

cuz it's gona be my 1st time

hope i wun malu myself and everything will be fine

:))

2006-09-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

not easy

its not easy

never easy to succeed in all the things you wish to do

things may seem simple and easier

but

it's always not the case

in this competitive society

such mentality of simplicity in life will only be seen as naive and stupid

no one will agree with you that there is no motive behind every single action or behaviour

sometimes i cant help but to follow the flow and

judge others from a different point of view and with tainted spects

I hate to see the nasty ugly side of others

however, i am forced too

i cant understand why things cant be talked out or settled in a much peaceful way

why it has to end up like this?

sometimes

u can never tell who is really true to u

who is really concern about u

who is really there for u

who really bothers about your presence and your everything

You maybe do it that way for the ones around U

BUT

the same formula is not applied back on YOU

then YOU start to question yourself

is it YOU or them?

are YOU not doing good enough or being taken for granted?

maybe being miss nice and kind doesnt help at all

that maybe the most foolish behaviour ever

the lesson learnt here is to know how to protect yourself

value if they worth what YOU going to do before actually commit yourself

if not YOU will be the victim and end up being hurt in the process

things just dont work both ways now

it's a totally alien era to ME

2006-09-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

TH dnd

had our annual dinner and dance last sat

at the legend fort canning

the food was indeed not bad

of course

the best was definitely the PEOPLE!

lynn from haunted school meeting the gothic veron

the gothic with ghostly buttercup

with weixian

the ever stylish weilin

veron gabriel kuanlye
gabriel looked damn scary rite?

jason and mee

my SP andy
dearie pin!

the TH hall king - AMOS!

peijun aka PJ (:

einstennie zhenyang
he totally suit this image man

devil daniel
your red horn so cool can

the cutie scary powerpuff ghosts!

isky and hongyi
satisfied with their image on that day

gothic gers - veron and kuanlye
with our blacky nail polish

bestie best shanz!
see what she done to the aj uniform
it looked so cool and nice actually

mirela queen cum TH hall queen Dr. Lilian Koh
and mirela king mark

had more pics but lazy to upload all of them up

sum it up

it's AWESOME!

2006-09-10T10:42:00.000+08:00

accident prone!

I officially declare that i am accident prone!

with just 1week plus of IBG

and i have already gotten myself bruises sprain

to name

i fell on basketball match and now i hope there is no scar left on my left knee

i injured my left ankle during netball game

the worse is right ankle sprain after volleyball match

1st time in my life

indeed a wonderful experience

then went to see the sinseh after modelling

jingjing and yongye worried my ankle

so hurried me to see the sinseh

pin and livia accompanied me

as i expected it was really a PAINFUL session

as the injury is less than 24hrs

she could only ice 1st

have to go back again today

for some serious rubbing

wow think i need dunno how many packets of tissue

to dry my tears

hope it turns out fine yay!

:(

2006-09-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

not my bad man!

bad start since morning

sort of overslept

but lucky was still on time for my lab lesson today

however

my lab work is screwed up

totally

never in my school life i ever did so many wrong things in 1 experiment

1st weigh the chemical wrongly

then overshot the water mark for standard solution

use the wrong pipette

pour in the wrong chemical for the burette

EVERYTHING HAS TO START AGAIN!

omg thats the worse

but on a lighter note, the experiment was not linked

if not i just die there can

irritating!

anyway it's definitely time to start muggin for my tutorials

as many activities coming up this weekend

clothes try-out for the show this sat

TH dnd this sat night

sun morning breakfast with sci og

then swimming date with pin

happening yay!

my life is so FUN!

haha

2006-09-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

photos!

finally found time to upload those pics i took these few weeks

1st thing 1st is the sentosa trip with Mirela!

we had lots of fun playing beach volleyball and frisbee

also not to forget

photo-whoring!!

sum it all up

it's FUN!

next is catching up session of Pintsin and marie with their friends

hongyi and me joined in the steamboat session after that

lots of jokes and laughter with everyone around

it's really nice to catch up with your friends

SO it's time that i plan some gathering with the girls and I.O.C

yay!

till then

:))

torn

2006-09-05T09:39:00.000+08:00

torn!

torn between 2 sides

i am trying hard to come to a perfect situation where i am able to attend both functions

but

it is just too hard to please both sides

if only i could be split into two

with 2 verons apearing at the same time

then i will not let either side down and disappoint anyone

help!

hectic!

2006-08-31T01:24:00.000+08:00

SURPRISE! SURPRISE!

have not been blogging for the past weeks i think

3rd week into uni life

1st week into tutorials and lab lessons

and i seriously think it's not an easy job man

esp to jaggle studies work commitments fun and play altogether

stress is building up

time is getting shorter

everything seems to be behind schedule

everything seems to clashing with each other

everything seems to make me headache by spending lots of effort in deciding if i should or not

OMG

so think it's time i hit the notes and tutorials to get everything back on track!

jia you (:

-

back to happy stuff!

some of mirela members went sentosa last sun

though we reached there at about 2plus

we managed to have lots of fun man

initally is volleyball game then is a vball challenge between the guys and some outsiders

we managed to win the match

yay! good job

took lots of photos

great photo-whoring session

alright shall upload them real soon

TILL THEN

2006-08-18T00:46:00.000+08:00

quickie of 1st week!

had lesson for almost all the modules

overall still not that bad

for both chemistry and maths modules

as for the physics one

can only evaluate after a few more lectures

hope things get better

must work hard for my uni :)

BUT

things are not getting my way man

1st i realised that i paid super extra points for that stupid PC1325

2nd i found out that the oragnic book i bought is only 6bucks cheaper

OMG!

anyway thanks isk for helping me transfer songs

like finally

after so many days

so now enjoying the music while blogging

tomorrow going home

yay!

sat goin biz bash i think

provided hongyi's ankle get well by sat evening

alright shall see how then

-pray for the better weeks ahead-

2006-08-13T12:28:00.000+08:00

the start of uni life :)

joined the sci o week

the activities were so-so but the friends i met there were superb!

cheers for the friendship we make*

the handsome hunks and pretty babes

the black pussy cat Sylvester in Toon Town

NUS Rag Day!

temasek set off with spirit high to win back the title this year

but we failed

we only managed to get the least cost float

while singing the th anthem, i could have take it and cried

cried for the seniors who spent months of effort time adn love on our SPEROS

WE HAVE 2007!

WE WILL GET THEM ALL BACK NEXT YEAR :)

the dancers - isk, lilian and kuan lye

TH rag dancers unite

sch starting tomorrow

oh no

i am not at all prepared for lectures

haven really settled down for serious stuff

worse lesson from 10am to 4pm on mon

yucks

no lunch break at all

think maybe uni can make me slim down

not bad after all

hahaz

finally back

2006-08-11T15:51:00.000+08:00

finally back!

i am not on hiatus but just too busy with both orientation programmes and nus rag

moved to TH for 2 weeks and i can only say that hall life is really different

definitely worth the try man

the people who stayed up late with u to do rag together

the super late supper at Fong Seng plus the romantic mac supper under the dark starry sky

the ever so fun and happening orientation that bond all the strangers, both foreigners and locals, together

the so caring, always there for us counselliors made us adapt to this new environment real fast

anyway nus rag day is just like less than 24hrs away

quite excited as TH is all set to win the rag this year

we gona leave SRC tomorrow with our heads high and bring the glory back to TH

yes TH we can do it together!

on the other hand, science orientation started off quite sianz i can say

but i missed quite alot of their activities la

sentosa day yesterday was indeed not bad though i did not bring extra clothes

so have to take bus back in my wet attire

the whole sylvester really bonded and performed superb well yesterday

we basically won every games

the kama was perfect

all the best and good luck to Sci fac

for the rag tomorrow

let's be the defending winner

carry the shield back to Sci again yay!

alright my next post shall upload photos then

the orientation and rag highlight :)

2006-07-30T01:01:00.000+08:00

starting

went for health checkup on fri morning with shanz

after that went temasek hall for check in

eh my room quite alright la

beside the fact that it is near to the car park

is it good or not i dunno

shall wait till i stay there yay

today went for seafood feast at turf city again

had lots of stuff including the great yummy oysters!

next went to TH

move all my barang barang there

realised i did not have lots of clothes

hint to start buying and hanging them up

1 side of my room - the study table
shall do more to make it nice nice

staying over at TH from tomorrow night onwards

for 2 weeks before i coming back home

excited about orientation
about hall life
about uni life

cant wait to get everything started!

on the other hand

realised that my timetable really quite sucks man

5day week

with mon and thurs spreading from morning till late afternoon

and worse no breaks in between

OMG!

2006-07-24T12:27:00.000+08:00

what had happened

meet up with junjie on sat night at marina sq for dinner

before that went shopping alone

combed the whole marina sq cause that someone was late!

while trying shoes, i met irene!

omg so long ever since i last saw her

she still as cute and pretty

nice having a short conversation with her

next had dinner at this jap restaurant opp topshop i think

the food were nice but the dessert there is SUPERB!

must try yay!

ubin trip on sun

i was late so ended up the 3 guys were waiting for me

sorry

cycling in ubin was really fun

david was indeed really blur yest and i had a great time laughing at him

till now my butt still hurt la

need time to recover

vid and me on ubin bumboat

ferry terminal in ubin

went jeans hunting these few days

tried all from topshop to zara to mango

indeed only mango jeans suit me the best

it just fit nicely to a T man

mango new collection!

my next buy which cost $119 ya

soon

next to show a pic of my beloved powerpuff girls.

shanz and joan!

do they look alike?

the upcoming week is packed

esp towards the end of the week

anyway i got ndp preview tickets for this sat

still planning a good way to make sure all activities on sat fall in place

which mean i must catch all the timing accurately

headache!

i want to be a princess

hahaz

thats so out of point and random

damn bored can!

2006-07-20T11:52:00.000+08:00

damn bored!

omg i am slacking at home now

3 days in a row

with no program lined up

everyday tuition online tv and sleep

how boring can my life be man!

anyway decided to go swimming later

must start to do something constructive if not i will rot

this sun goin ubin with zhaoyan david and gang for cycling trip

yitze say i am into such stuff lately

something seem to be wrong with me ya

maybe thats explain my tanned complexion now

alright i am not princess so what's the big deal?

oh no been sounding bitchy

tomorrow going for QET and hope i pass it

*finger cross*

not going to take stupid english modules ok

NUS co managed to get my contact and been trying to get me in

should i or not?

the cellobass i/c actually say that my attendance may not be compulsory

i maybe not commit but just attend prac when concert draws near

wow sound wrong ya?

seriously no idea to what i want to join

shall see how it goes then

next fri checking in to TH yay!

quite excited to see my room and who will be my neighbours

hope they are nice people

i believe they will be

hahaz

2006-07-18T11:06:00.000+08:00

3weeks

3 more weeks

to the start of my uni life

been having mix feeling

happy that i am putting all these slacking to an end

excited to the make more new friends, try out the totally new experience of hall life

worried if i can adjust back to studying mode after these long 8 months of rest without touching any books at all

at loss as to what i should expect for uni

but just hope things turn out fine and great!

hall orientation startin soon on 31st july

sci o week startin on 3rd aug

both will only end on rag day-12 aug

gona split myself into 2 for both activities man

sis signed up for shanghai exhange program

suddenly i recalled about my beijing trip

which was so fun happening great bonding together

should have gone to korea with jings and weilin

feel like travelling around the world yay

stop everything here and go all out to experience the different life in other countries

been looking for an ideal place for dec getaway for the whole family

but choosy people just cant decide on 1 good destination

irritating!

oh yes need to settle the cpf loan thingy before my mum starts nagging again

my favourite mac book!
it's gona be mine real soon :)

yuppies!

odac

2006-07-10T08:44:00.000+08:00

off to odac camp!

leaving the house soon

in about 20mins time

for the odac camp

going the camp with shanz ariana and yiling

hope it turn out fun

and my voice come back fast too!

shall blog about the camp plus my birthday when i come back

so many things to say about

bye

070706!

2006-07-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

070706
celebrated with the girls. and my family on the actual day

shanz and i at gallery hotel for buffet

nice ambience and food there

joan bao me shanz outside gallery hotel

next up dinner with my family at turf city

the BIG frame the girls made for me

gona hang it up in my room yay!

happy

2006-07-04T17:26:00.000+08:00

sick!

been sick for the past 3 days

fever running nose sore throat cough

all at the same time

omg

hope i recover fast and in time for everything

for all my scheduled work

pray

gss!

2006-06-23T18:47:00.000+08:00

GSS-ing

had our 2nd round of shopping yesterday

with the girls. in town

we combed the whole stretch of orchard in 1 afternoon

pro?!

i think i am the biggest buyer for that trip

think it's time i start to jot down my spent for this GSS

but i think it's still alright ya

quite little bah

1 highlight of the trip was that shanz and i went to extend our hair

my our bronze brown as i am afraid if my havoc look will scare my mum away

but it turned out that she felt it's ok

omg should hav tried weird ones man

shanz had purple blue and red

cool gal!

next up for me should be purple and white maybe

went for a short mango sales with my mum and sis just now

superb angry with myself as the jeans i tried was too big

and all the mango shops in orchard dont hav my size

irritating!

but still managed to buy 4 shirts

not that bad la

tomorrow gona be a happening day man

having tuition in the morning and

meeting david mar and leon for mahjong

hope i have all the luck and be the BIGGEST winner!

night going singing with my family

dad has a date with his friends and think it's gona be a family night thingy

better dont be those uncle uncle ktv

:))

2006-06-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

the week!

the past week was filled with activities

mon- went out with bro yitze

and thanks to him, something real BIG happen

can only conclude that army boys are indeed brainless man

but overall, it's was nice to see him again after his 9weeks of BMT

he indeed grow abit taller more muscular and more man look yay!

thurs- met the girls. and amanda for sakae sushi buffet at marina sq

chatted alot about our jc days and others

real great to catch up with amanda!

next up was shoppin at bugis v

the girls. had a fruitful trip with lots of superb purchases

joan's the biggest buyer

haven contribute enough to the GSS so think we are goin on 2nd round soon

shiok

mum's not in from thurs to sun

so mean no lunch no dinner situation at home

therefore fei and i decided to pamper ourselves by having a sumptuous jap lunch then survive on instant mee for the rest of the meals

sushi at ichiban causeway
my sizzling beef meal nice

sat- had clique dinner at marina sq's hk cafe

those present were tinglong damien joan shanz and me!

the ping ma yong deco inside the cafe
the menu of xing wang cafe

the food were alright

not say superb fantastic ya

but we had good time

eating that table full with food

chatting about army school stuff

recalling the past memories

stupid magic tricks by damien

and of course not to forget damien's fav lame jokes

indeed a wonderful night out with them

more of such pls

hahaz

:))

f-r-i-e-n-d-s

sometimes i wonder what do these few letters actually mean

friends?

do friends treat U like information center where they expect to obtain latest news when required?

do friends order U around with a harsh tone and demand that U should reply asap?

do friends only appear in front of U when they need U urgently? other than that, they just vanish in the thin air?

are they the proper and correct actions to treat your friends?

i beg to differ

i seriously think those people should not be respected or even be treated as your friends

they are not important at all in my life!

get lost

2006-06-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

about mi!

my bestie and me at club momo
we are HIGH yay!

the girls! at yuki yaki cine for buffet
yummy yummy
i love shanz!

next up introducing my birks!

virgin cream white!
they look so nice and superb on my feet man
i m juz too bored at home with nothing better to do
thats so sianz

did my schedule for the next few months and realised that it's packed with different activities

all the camps schstuff chalet shoppin dates

anyway quite excited for sch to start

finally into uni life

another phase gona begin

for me

2006-06-07T10:55:00.000+08:00

easy man!

lazy to log in and blog lately

as nothing fancy happen

my life only revolves around slack-ing tuition-ing tv-ing msn-ing

basically thats my daily routine

how bored can life be man

i am rotting it away

right now

2006-05-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

fair or unfair?

is there a clear guideline to distinguish between fair and unfair treatment

i do hope there is

cuz i wan and need to tell myself that

I AM NOT ILL-TREATED!

i am receiving the correct treatment that i should be going through

the correct proper system that anyone should be doing

BUT

sometimes i cant help not to wonder why different people in the world have different fate

why god is being unfair to the rest?

why he is giving them a much better life compared to the others in this world?

some people in the world need to work very hard to earn enough in order to make ends meet, mug like a mad dog to score well in exams and even risk their death to fight for their freedom

then there are some people who can lead a carefree life with plenty of cash in hands tour the world, with that idiotic heck-care attitude yet pass exams with flying colours and their rights just come as easy as 123

what's wrong?

is it just me? or what?

maybe i am having some pms now thus results in such stupid ranting about my life

frustrated over everything

~~-get lost-~~

2006-05-28T13:24:00.000+08:00

long break awaits!

sch term came to an end

which imply that i am jobless now

i gona be so free and bored at home

so anyone can start dating me out

starting from mon

-

went nus today for modelling

wow really a great experience to me

realised that afterall being a model is not an easy task at all

the basic steps are hurting me now

legs and back aching

get to know some seniors too

they are FUN!

anyway i maybe goin to korea for an exchange in aug

with those nus seniors

yay!!

hope everything goes well

alright off to rest and relax for later's dinner date with shanz and big bao

shopping!

2006-05-16T09:39:00.000+08:00

that long weekend!

the past weekend was spent on lotsa of activities

the swiss break come just in time for me to catch all these

fri was AJCO concert at Singapore Conference Hall

1st time i joined as an alumni member in this concert

only played 5 songs so had plenty of time to play and fool around with the other bo-liaoz

me with WH - Huang shifu aka ys with me - NInini aka qiling with me!
btw ys played tremendously well on fri night as he received the most applause man!

cool yay!

the gers at the backstage of SCH - the 4 crazy cat high guys who brighten up my night with all their spastic and funny actions and jokes!

nic. quhan. peowee. shaohong

presenting the always pro and funny cello bass section of 2006!

-

next up activity was the arrival of Suzanne the princess

thats what she called herself!

we went spore zoo together

photowhoring of her! cute little gal rite?

shangfei wanted to compare her big mouth with the hippo's BIGGER mouth
alright sorry but the hippo wins!

lost along the way? dont worry as suzanne will help u with it
she understand maps!

oh no the tiger gona eat me up!! save me some prince!! HELP

shangfei and me on the choo-choo train in the children world

anyway need to introduce another cutie pie of the family - ZOE!

whats wrong!

2006-05-10T02:35:00.000+08:00

whats wrong with the world mama?!

there are so many different types of people roaning about in my life lately

horrible

terrible

simply sucky people

and worse i totally cant choose to avoid them at all

HELLO

why am i making thing so tough for myself?

maybe its cause i dunno how to say NO

maybe its cause i am too sensitive

of my own feeling and

towards others' opinions

OMG

i suck too!!

2006-05-05T11:03:00.000+08:00

my little brainy mind choose not to think and remember so many stuffs

it's a tiring

let go

feel like letting go

let wacky takes over me

let havoc begins in my life

want to experience some great drastic changes!

2006-04-28T12:29:00.000+08:00

happening week!

had superb great fun during the past week

shall leave pics to do all my talking

as they will tell more than a thousand words :))

went with shanz bao to spore expo for JJ's party
had great fun there
great company with great music

next up is Imran's bdae on 24th apr
3n2 had a surprise bdae party for him
happy dude?

introducing my 3n2's boys
they are a batch of silly funny cute boys
isnt it?

pretty gals from 3n2!

the wonderful 3n2 that made my 2 months in swiss a happy fun memorable one
they ROCK my life!

lastly, farewell to my beloved trainee teachers
those naughty days in sch will always be remember!
they gona move on in life to be teachers who will make a difference in others' life
ma.jj - johnjohn - starfish pat

letters startin to pour in

from ntu and nus

now in the crossroad of my life

a left or right turn will decide my future and my life

decision!

puzzled

2006-04-21T11:01:00.000+08:00

composed pics!

whatever it is

the gers. at ecp on sun for cyclin :))

cellobass at ngee ann for elaine's birthday
best section always in AJ

WE ARE THE BEST! rite kids?

yes mum!

2006-04-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

no heading!

lumpy mi! elephant~

bestie best shanz and mee

tasty bao and mi
i look so tanned beside her man oh no

met up with edwin just now at westmall

talked alot and realised lots of his dirty secrets

anyway saw the other side of him

jia you dude in ur work!

alright later tuition with tml marking the classes test papers

gona have a fun weekend again yay!

mark down!

2006-04-18T08:03:00.000+08:00

eventful week!

been more than 1 week since i last blogged

cause of super busy and fun activities lined up and also due to my bursting connection usage

oh no!

the long weekend was filled with great fun

fri - Good fri

went shopping with bestie shanz at bugis

hunting for the new shopping center icon

disappointed by it totally

the shops were like so limited then some were not open for business even at 4.30pm?

then stuff sold there were not to my liking

night met daryl bao mad for dinner at v8 cafe

alright la

maybe shall rate it at 3/5

sat - mahjong day!

had mahjong session at david's house

he and leon had hangover due to clubbin at zouk the day before

the session was fun indeed

with all the suanings and laughin

sun - morning tuition

then met inner clique shanz and joan for cyclin at east coast

thought i would be left behind but..

NOPE!

i am able to cycle NOW!

anyone can jio me out for cyclin le :))

anyway exams are darwing near both for my students and kids

rush rush rush

need to finish revision in time

-

i am now living in a reality world

it's time to grow up and stop being an innocent gal

thinking that everyone is noble and great

thats totally wrong!!

elaine!

2006-04-10T12:18:00.000+08:00

this entry is dedicated to our beloved ELAINE!

happy sweet 18th birthday gal

Latest photos uploaded!

toilet pic taken in ngee ann's

ying and jas waiting patiently for the gals outside

after toilet tour, we moved on to street basketball match outside ngee ann
some 2 -on- 2 challenge was going on and the place is so packed with lots of ppl!

birthday gal stands out from the rest! hahaz..
nice pic by the fountain and we were like some ulu tourists in town hahaz

this is a super duper spastic pic of the gals..
can u c the ironic part of this?
they were actually outside the phone booths yet using their hp oh no
btw the booths stink like hell yet they still insist on taking the pic silly!

on our way home, feeling that we took too few pics......
we decided to..

have a leggy picsand our fingery pic :)) coolz
lastly we present to u our 8th april baby ELAINE LAI!
dearie, stay pretty and cheery always yay!

most imptly, my motivation to work hard and have a cheerful happy day shall be this..........

SUZANNE and ZOE!

arent they super duper veri the cute?

-pinch pinch-

2006-04-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

photos!

been quite some days since i last blogged

busy busy busy

thats why

went chijmes to celebrate 1st anni of kenneth

margaret, fei n me

us outside chijmes

Swiss x-country 2006

had fun running with my students

the cheering on, the gossiping along the way

great i can say!

kboxing!! after x-country with yilin

the session was fun and entertaining with fei around

yilin should know the reason ya *wink*

i looked so shagged during the session

like crazy mad lady

my eye bags were all so scary-ly BIG

due to the lack of those little precious sleep

oh no save mi!

-

just came back from meeting up session with yitze with deep too

he is enlisting this fri

think i gona miss him

miss his lame jokes

plus miss all his company when i m bored or sad

bro, muz jia you in army!

2006-03-30T15:08:00.000+08:00

rants!

something seems to be wrong with me lately

heard from my sis i has a super funny and weird action yest night

while sleepin soundly on the sofa, i suddenly woke up and shouted

"it's 9.06pm! so time to sleep liaoz. . ."

then i walked back to my bedroom and sleep

OMG!!!

i totally cant believe such a thing happen to me

worse i cant recall anything at all

oh no

john say i should be sleepwalkin!!??

sound indeed serious!!

last sat went orchard with yilin

both of us were approached by some talent agency for interview as models

hahaz

both of us were either shocked by her sudden action or we were surprised that we were actually approached by such ppl

and they did call! and ask us down for interview

hehez

next the staff room is filled with fun gossiping and cute chat topics today

the teachers should be excited about tml's cross country

looking forward to it

maybe kbox's in tml but shall c the schedule then decide how la

yuppies!!

2006-03-29T07:39:00.000+08:00

deprived!

i am so deprived lately

ever since my sch term started

busy schedule with piles of undone work

oh no

deprived of sleep

deprived of my chattin gossipin time with the gers

deprived of my freedom to do the things i want

deprived of fun filled activity

deprived of my SHOPPING!

everything just dun seem to be fallin in their correct places

haiz

how i wish that i have >24 hrs daily
so that i can share them equally out

give some to my precious sleep so as to cut down on my panadas' eyes

give some to myself to relax and rest so as to recover from my super backache and sore throat

give some to my family for some gathering and of cuz my darlin gers for a great meet up

wow so many things to do yet so little time to spare

this 8 months are really tough

much tougher as compared to my studying life

with so many things to worry, so many commitments to hang on

life is no longer that simple anymore

Busy week

2006-03-27T12:56:00.000+08:00

busy busy week

had a really busy week

shall start recalling what i have done

taking over Mr lim's classes for 2 weeks

tue was normal sch day
had tuition at night

wed was the most hectic one
total had 9 periods of lesson
rushin in between lessons like crazy woman

thurs was alright with some co preparation work to complete
tuition at night with the hyper active ones

fri was relief work
went for badmintion game after sch with anna deep
was 'kissed' by the shutter so pain
went co prac after that
totally tired once i reached home

sat was the crazy day
co rehearsal early in the morning
after that went down town with alyssa for our artwork
was laughed at as i illustrated the whole journey as an ancient scholar rushing to the capital for his examination
maybe i watched too much da chang jin hahaz

next up was dinner at Chijmes to celebrate kenneth's 1st month
the ambience there is really fantastic but food alright ya
took M benz taxi home
so comforty and cool man

sun's the actual day of CO concert
all the hardwork and preparation were paid off with excellent turn up rate plus overwhelming responses from the audiences
coolz
great job done guys

2006-03-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

photos!

some shots taken over the past few days

mango dessert prepared by my mummy yummies

went for sakae dinner buffet on fri with my sis and mum

displaying the sushi with my sis as the promoter (margaret's hand)
the 4 of us ate about 43 plates of sushi!! pro rite?

my mum and youngest sis- margaret

me and shang fei

the hols have ended but new sch term has started

gona be a real hectic 2 weeks for me as

i am taking over mr lim's physics class

swiss co concert coming up this weekend

and also more tuition sessions with the kids

tired tired tired sleepy sleepy sleepy

i need more rest and time

2006-03-17T11:17:00.000+08:00

sentosa 2006!

went sentosa yest 16/3 with the class 3n2

early morning malu myself by waiting alone at harbourfront mrt where everyone was at the bus interchange

lucky lovely imran predicted i would be goin and came to fetch me with isk

they all managed to rock my day man

with their funny silly and stupid actions

cute batch of kids! hahaz...

so let the photos do all the talking ~

photos with the gers - mi and Gek leng, with Fa'zah and also Siti and Ain :)

pics collection of the joker cum big bully - Faris!
he always like to bully and make fun of me hehez..

next up will be spastic Lukman, sporty Wei en and also pretty Dama

the ultimate photogenic guys in 3n2 plus Hidayat
they are never camera shy

from the beginning of playing with water, sabo-ing people into water, building human castle, posing for group photos, packing up and towards home sweet home

went siloso to find shanz but din c her
in the end she cycled to palawan to find me
seeing her made my day even greater :))

next met up with david and mar
sorry for me being late
went marina sq for pool session
i made improvement man cool

made our way to esplanade for some night walk
saw this Ronin band live performance
seriously dunno and cant tell that they are great
simply dun understand for all those yellin and screaming their fans made

anyway saw him there

Conclusion of the day:
thanks everyone for making my day such a wonderful and meaningful one
love ya lots -muackz-

2006-03-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

marchiess!!

the hol finally started

but my life did not experience any changes

except that i no need to go back sch everyday

plans this hols:

mon- go back swiss mark books plus do co concert admin stuff

tue- tuition and catching up on notes preparation

wed- tuition plus clique outing with kboxing and dinner

thurs- should be a day out with 3n2 at sentosa

fri- catching up to be done with co prac and sakae dinner buffet with mom, sis

sat- SHOPPING SPEE!! with my darling gers

sun- tuition tuition tuitions

wow a week full of activities

which means my pocket gona have a BIG hole

-oh no-

shall upload any pics available soon :))

izzit true?

2006-03-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

when i heard all about it

i was shocked!

to believe or not to believe is not the key question now

most importance is i am losing U out

totally

it is now no longer in my control anymore

maybe it's time to let go completely

maybe it's my wishful thinking all along

bye

pics

2006-03-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

random pics!

my muggy in sch :)) same design as bestie.. to mark the day we start relief teaching

my little mints! with mirror inside ^_^

anyway juz to show miss lim's table. indeed confortable and cute!

i juz got my new white spects!! realised that my face seem to be brighter with this... nice?

collection of my cutie pie - Suzanne :)))

hectic

2006-03-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

in place NOT

everything seems to be not in their respective place now

flying all over me

the thoughts

the work

the tasks

the decision i need to make

all are pressing for a definite answer or action

i am already trying my best to figure it all out

but slowly, bit and parts at one time

think i need to start my schedule printed out again

time to get everything back on track!

u can do it :))

better side

2006-03-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

turning for the better

i seem to be able to see the bright side lately

with students behaving better in class

starting to listen and pay attention in class

and more interaction with other students

yeah!

imagine students wishing u luck for A level results

all the handshakes and hugs

a great feeling i can say :))

result's out mean another round of headache starting

wat course to take la wat uni i am entering la

all questions start to point at me

but i seriously got no idea how to answer them

BIG question marks in my brain

anyway shall go back to set my exam papers

deadlines deadlines deadlines

today

2006-03-01T08:12:00.000+08:00

today is the BIG day!!

another 6 more hours and the verdict will be out

cant really explain my feeling now in words

funny weird anxious feeling i can say

so after i survive from my battle here in swiss

i will head down straight to aj

meetin joan and shanz 1st

dun expect much

but juz to my expectation bah

had bets with some ppl

so guys, hope i get to win those bets ya :))

i dun mind being broke u see hahaz

2006-02-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

perfectionist

i am or am i not?

seriously i dunno the answer to that question now

at all

2006-02-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

results out on wed!!

back to reality now

oh no

1 week down

2006-02-23T15:10:00.000+08:00

1 week down!

been through 1st week of relief teaching

can summarise that it's not an easy job

it's a big challenge ahead of me

my 3n2 is not bad

i like this class maybe because i feel that i can click very well with them

they indeed able to catch my reaction fast

they are a batch of hardworking, willing to learn and of course cute ones

they have their bad side too

like talkative, like to tease me la

everyday theat same few q will come flying to me

as for 3n3,

how should i put it then

this is my challenge

target to get 50% of attention in class

50% of hmwk handed in and

50% cooperation from them

then i will be happy :))

maybe yest was a bad start and everything was written on my face

so today i received "talking" sessions from quite a number of teachers

everyone tells me to take it easy and it's not my fault that they are like this

i know i understand

so now all the care and concern plus teaching tips seem like a pressure on me

i feel stressed!!

i need to change my approach towards them

so now turning back to cheerful and smily veron when teaching them

using the soft approach this time round

since they are like to have fun then i m here to have fun with them too

hope next mon will turn out fine for me

*crossing my long fingers now*

went to relief 3T1 juz now

they are a just a group of childish kids

fancy arguing over tiny stupid matter

but at least they respect and like me so i m quite happy la

open and close 1 eye

alright shall start on my notes preparation now

veron will be able to do it :))

relief !!

2006-02-20T14:57:00.000+08:00

relief teacher!!

i am called miss Eng from now onwards!!

went back to swiss for relief teaching

met lots of teachers and students

to me, the place is so familiar yet so distant

familiar faces

distant environment

anyway the feeling is great!

though they are not my pri kids, they are afterall my students

my timetable is damn slack ya

everyday the most 3 lessons with tue only 1 lorz

know alot of new faces too

like the 3 trainee teachers

peijun patrick john

friendly ones

so next time got company till may le

jia you, Miss eng :))

2006-02-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

last day at work!

say bye to office

say bye to everyone

cant bear to leave but no choice

my cup that i been using for 1 month plus.. pass it to mad now :)

my workdesk.. clean? of course i am a super neat gal!

feel like the lighting in the toilet is the best so took a pic there facing a superb big mirror!

a special gift from my special someone for V-day! thanks :))

starting relief next mon

quite excited but worried if i can make it

maybe i am a perfectionist as i hope to be that ideal teacher of those students

but i know it's impossible at all

so just be confident in facing all the challenges ahead!

i can do it!

decided

2006-02-16T10:59:00.000+08:00

3rd last day

finally decided to go for swiss relief work

so this sat will be my last day at work here

still looking for replacement to take over my job

had a good chat with irene

she offered me good advice and guides

appreciate it!

thanks to bao for listening to me too and of course accepting those msn games for me to kill my boredom

going to get some stuff for the people at my workplace

they are really nice and great

realli happy to have known them here

i indeed realise how the working society is all about

good luck

2006-02-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

how how how?

God seems to be playing with me

one happening after another

making my life like a real drama show

1st finally receive a relief teaching job back in swiss teaching 3n chem

tough part is i need to report asap, best before 1st march

2nd face dilemma whether to give up this current HR job for that

felt irresponsible if i juz go like that as boss has been treating me well

3rd finally decided for relief and yet i can only leave here end of this month

which makes me maybe not gettin the relief job

4th boss started to ask me stay

stating facts for me

and yes i agree to what he told me

shaken my confidence again

5th WRPS offer relief teaching for me

asked me down for an interview

thats what i want initially

wow so am i consider lucky or unlucky now?

seriously i am at loss now

totally

v day!

2006-02-14T09:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

hope everyone will have a special fun romantic day

kinda miss vday in sch where everyone's busy preparing gifts for friends and of course lovers.

the atmosphere is really great!

unlike now in office

but waiting to see who receive the largest bouquet of nice flowers

anyway nic is in office early mornin for meeting and maybe we are going out for lunch!

WOW

something extra for this vday :))

love is really in the air today as 1 of my besties found her love

so sweet to confess on vday, isnt it?

for those singles out there like me, enjoy this day out with your friends

who say singles cant have a fun vday?

2006-02-10T17:15:00.000+08:00

when eyes meet,

they tell you more than what you want to know

the excitment

the embarrassment

the tiredness

the happiness

the nervousness

and even shy-ness

thats what i see from your pair of eyes

2006-02-10T10:35:00.000+08:00

good start!

in both positive and negative ways

negative - i woke up late!!

rushed rushed rushed

basically seq 45min preparation into 15min

think i am really pro man

was late for 8min

luckily boss not in office heng

positive - met edwin in the office once i reached

early bird but so unlike him

had a great 1 hr chatty session with him

at least help me kill some time

thanks :)

also found someone to lonpang home yay!

back to lonely veron mode again :(

office pics!

2006-02-09T14:55:00.000+08:00

offfice veron~

ever wonder what's veron doing at 1455 this afternoon?

she is already slacking as she has reached her target

i produced 3 today!!

shall save the rest of other days...

so now veron is
then she started to dream of everything she can think so

but of cuz must be something positive :)

after all this, she decides to start surfing the net for some chatty session or games!

and it's a secret shhshh

eye candy nic!

2006-02-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

eye candy!!

speak of the devil

omg he is now in the office

juz opp me hehez..

he is smart looking today :))

work

2006-02-08T15:15:00.000+08:00

work update!

been pulling myself up for work lately

stressed by boss over my result

0 for 3 days

so working extra hard to get more more

these 2 days were great!

boss so happy that his smile grin :) from 1 side to the another not kidding

have to save my job

dun wan to be sacked before i find another better one :/

eye candy!!!!! been missing the chance to talk to him faint

he should come in office more often :))

-

serious mode: heard A's gona be out next fri!!

omg

scare hum worried

every negative feeling seem to be getting over me lately

till i dreamt of stupid funny scary stuff

*praying hard and keeping my fingers cross*

baby zoe

2006-02-07T10:47:00.000+08:00

baby pics!

proudly introduce the 5 months old member of our family - Zoe

isnt she cute and chubby? i even thought she looks like Winnie the Pooh hahaz

yest had an impromtu dinner with the gers at cine

we had our dinner for only $1.60 each. all thanks to joan's cartel vounchers

we just seem to have lots of stuffs and topics to talk about, everything under the sun and the sky is the limit

cool?

really cherish such wonderful and great friendship i have with them :)

next was the long ever neos session!

but we seemed to lose touch of it and nearly fell from the bar scary~

look forward to more more activities and meet ups with them!

cny pics

2006-02-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

PICS!

4th Feb had CNY gathering with my maternal side relatives

my cousin-Chia Heng
too sianz with nothing to do?!

let's gamble then.. dai deezz

both pig and rabbit are lucky this year.. double win!

time for steamboat session..
the kids with their meal

veron slackin in between activites.. she was term the "BIG small kid of the day"!

my "boyfriend" - Sean

margaret and baoyi posing for a pic :))

everyone had superb great fun that night!

esp those kids, from computer games to food to gamble to zhong qi mi ma to indian poker..

adults had fun catching up and gossips too

2006-02-04T10:06:00.000+08:00

weekend!

promise to constant update my blog to prevent it from dusting

so shall be hardworking from now on

1st weekend of CNY!

having dinner with my maternal side aunts and uncles tonight

and of course with lots of naughty cousins *noisy*

mum's preparing it now

tomorrow's with my paternal side

having steamboat i think

shall upload some pics next time

-

welcome lin to my club now :))

2006-02-03T13:17:00.000+08:00

new!

new blogskin

new entry

new year

new mood

everything's new now :))

halfway thru

2005-11-15T12:32:00.000+08:00

more than half way thru

happy!
3 more papers to go

disappointed!
in 1 more week's time

my A's end on 24 nov

omg thats so late!

been grumbling over it for like ages

but nothin seem to change it :( sianz

nvm shall endure for 1 week plus more...

then it's time for a big change

woohoo yeah!

vienna

2005-11-01T16:54:00.000+08:00

bIrthDay

celebrated mummy's birthday on 30 oct

went for international buffet at Vienna

erm how should i comment on the food?

alright not bad worth the try but i certainly will not spend another $30 plus on it again ya

some shots..

introducing the super havoc birthday gal...

1st dish- shark fin soup

shang fei enjoyin her soup. she starve for like 3 days for this meal? hahaz

mi tryin out the different juices there- not bad!

next up will be the corn soup.. delicious~

of cuz i cant give those cakes a miss. the oreo cheesecake is up to standard

so basically i went there for dessert and jap food

wow 1 week left

now shall hope that everything start fast and end fast..

jia you

exam period

2005-10-28T12:38:00.000+08:00

wow been ages since i last blog..

was busy preparing the last lap of this race

MOREOVER

nothing fun or exciting happen lately

counting down and 11 days more to go

wats more to say other than

muggin muggin and more muggin

alright the mugger will be free after 24 nov

p/s: u r free to have any reservation for gatherin, shoppin, slackin or heart2heart session with me :))

graduation

2005-10-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

farewell assembly

had our farewell assembly today

time flies

now my exciting happening fun jc life is coming to an end

ending with the most impt exam - A level

oh no!

now the last lap for A's

3 weeks left

shall grab every min and work hard

gona say bye to my Ds and Es

and welcome As and Bs for A level

*pray hard*

review

2005-10-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

random

last lap for the A's

30 more days

days are counting down

so let's all work hard for it bah

listening to 933 just now and happened to hear a recording of some girls about their friendship

suddenly i thought of my sec school days

they were really wonderful

with yilinS yuanyu mar and jenna

but now they are only left in our heart

no turning back

just ahead

only the future in front of us

cherish all the special moments and the people around

sometimes i wonder whats actually on your mind?
what are you thinking about?
i really wish to know...

disappointed

2005-09-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

disappointed

angry

speechless

dunno where the hell went wrong this time

seriously something need to be done and fixed

shoppin!

2005-09-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

shoppin!!

had my retail therapy these 3 days

went lotsa of places :)

220905

with shanz joanz in town

had NY lunch

gossiped joked chatted

spent hrs there

went xu liu shan for fruit dessert

the serving were much bigger cuz my mum works there

we were so full

barely able to walk after all those food in our stomach

really had a fun happy day :)

230905

with ying shanz joan

went fareast marinasq milleniawalk and taka

finally realised that the new marinasq is a food paradise

so many diff varities around

gona be our next hangout place

ohya

think most ppl watched charlie choco movie rite?

haha ppl i own 1 of the movie's wonka bar

envious??

i bought it from the Candy Empire

thats 1 of the highlight for today's shoppin day :)

2409005

went out with my mummy today

neighbourhood area

but i discovered something great

they sold funny special unique clothes here

on top of that, it's CHEAP!

they came from HK Taiwan and China

the owner only bring in limited 1-2 copies for each design

so not to worry banging into someone with the same clothes in town

maybe year end prom i should ignore formal grown and opt for something less formal

hope it wun be too weird

but still considering :)

sum up my legs are BREAKING!

they really hurt alot after these 3 days of shopping

but anyway shall tone down as

sch startin on mon again

and receiving our bio paper 2

hope it wun turn out too bad

*pray*

will a beautiful ending be ahead for us?

2005-09-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

had my 1st round of prelim

-no comment-

break for 4 days before the 2nd round

next week will be the last lap for prelim

jia you!

-

tml's mid autumn festival!

used to play with candles lanterns in the park

but now..

maybe too old for such stuff

will feel abit paiseh ya

anyway who cares

just do things that i enjoy :))

3 more months and i will be goin free

free from everything

wow!

goin beijing with co

yuppies! hope to see snowy

next will be going malaysia

suzanne!

miss her so much

heard that stupid gal brag that she has 3 boyfrenz

oh my~

she's only 4 this year btw

cant wait any longer

-

hope to be set free

be able to fly with the wings that U give me

tml

2005-09-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

waiting for the chance to upon

will i be granted of that wish?

will there be a good reply?

when will it be my turn?

to open up that door of yours...

2 more days to go

2005-09-10T08:15:00.000+08:00

left alone

mummy went malaysia

to visit my uncles and aunts

but most imptly, to look at the newborn baby gal

so now i hav 1 more cousin to the list

so now have to balance b/w the housework and also muggin

tough job!

2 more days to bio paper 2

decide to finish readin all topics by today

start on 1 maths papers tml and some aj bio papers that i photostat like a month ago?

hope everything will follow as i have planned

*pray*

started watchin korean drama this hol

the 6pm show on channel u

detest korean show at 1st

thought they were long and draggy

though they still are now

but like the story plot

particularly on this pair Meizhen and Minshi

envy her who is able to get the guy's heart after "secret" admiring him for a long time

that guy finally realise that he likes her too!

if only all the relationships in the world will be like this

then there will not be any sad and disappointed souls who are unable to get their love

then the world will be a better place

with all loved ones around

*wink*

how nice that will be?

however

reality is always the opposite

alrights

shall stop pondering on those stuff and start work now

longgies

2005-09-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

mugging period!!

went my pri sch on fri to watch my sister's choir performance

really great to be back there

memories start flowing back into my mind

though i only spent 2 years there

but they were the best wonderful memories that i ever had during my childhood days

realised that i tried diff activities there

from a normal student to a prefect to student leader

from aerobics to malay dance

from cheerleading to dikir barat

indeed had alot fun there!

-
this sept hol started

3 days down and 6 more days to come

yet i plenty many lots of stuffs to cover

seriously need lots of HELP!!

shall be back to mugging mode now

work hard

friends

2005-08-16T20:34:00.000+08:00

"bbq-ing"

was bbq-ed today at sgh.

-grin- joking

lying on the cold long operation table was not fun.

i hate the feeling. worse i was cheated again this time.

thought laser gona be fast and not painful

BUT

in the end, i had to take an injection and it hurted!!

was so scared and even the nurses there laughed at me.

oh no so paiseh

but i din mean it de.

i am born a hum gal

hahaz wink*

so now veron's on her road to recovery !

-

small gestures.

a short msg, a simple hi or even a hug

thats what differentiate just friends from good friends.

and thats also make one realise about the friends around them.

u can finally put all them through this test and categorised them according to the different groups.

true colours then shall show.

go try out

-

hello

since u have the mouth to say others, i do hope u can reflect upon urself.
ur action and speech

before u ever try to comment about others, be it straight in their face or behind their back, i hope that u do reflect urself in the mirror.

seriously good and bad is just 1 fine line difference. it solely depends on how u view and judge it.

maybe different people have different views

and now we are in a society where we practise freedom of speech

so we cant possibly control what others wanna say.

shall heck then

unlucky day

2005-08-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

Why people just cant mind their own business??

cant they just bother about their own stuff and ignore the rest??

do they need to be so nosey and kpo??

seriously lots of ?? in my brain now..

-

fireworks never fail to brighten up my dau regardless of how bad the day was.

think i am firework crazy too, just like david

seeing the beautiful colourful fireworks light up the dark sky just seem to bring all my troubles and unhappiness away.

a miracle cure indeed

charlie's on tomorrow.

hope it will not disappoint me.

off to watach 5 people u meet in heaven, recorded by best frenz.

-rock on ppl-

2005-08-07T01:13:00.001+08:00

Away

not been online for like ages. missing out lots.

my life lately seemed to be revolving around tutorials and revision q. dont really have time for other stuff.

been rushing immediately back home after school to rest and start work asap.

sound like a typical mugger's life??

yup but no choice.

wasted my j1 slacking away. ended up with lots of doubt and unclear matters now.

5 weeks away.

is it possible to pack 2 years' stuff into 5 weeks and manage to get quite reasonable results?

or will i just merely pass them again??

*crossing my fingers*

maybe shall try my very best and leave the rest to fate.

-

06-08-2005

had our sec gathering today.

1st went bowling at marina sq with yilins and yuanyu.

off-form today. pissed over the points i got. oh no

did a little shopping before heading to suntec's nydc for dinner.

had baked pasta and khula mudpie.

satisfied fortunate and full

discussed our end-of-year oversea trip at ny. think we settled with malaysia. maybe Kl and genting bah.

yay!

will be a fun experience to go on trip with friends as the bonding will be the best.

left and manage to catch the fireworks in the dark sky.

damn beautiful.

i went wowing throughtout, causing mar to dis-own me.

walked and travelled to quite a lot of places today.

last venue- PS

went spotlight to get cloth and some crystals thingy i think.

the crystals were for all our handphones and the glitter cloth were for our belts.

was a joke in all.

last task was neos again. become our every gathering routine.

the machine is so cool. with 2 bars inside where we can sit or cling on them for posing.

shiok

had wonderful pics taken there.

i really cherished all the moments spent with ur.

the bowling, the shopping, the nydc dinner, the fireworks, the spotlight trip and of course the neos.

everything is so wonderful

more pls...

wishing the gals all the best for their prelims and stay pretti always :))

-

the long weekends are here to stay.

hope the time will pass real slowly, for me to catch up with my revision.

let it crawls byy... pls

booked tix for movie on wed -charlie and chocolate factory!!

next up on list-bewitched with shanz and joan.

promise best frenz to have movie or dinner treats as our motivator.

lets jia you together!

2005-08-07T01:13:00.000+08:00

2005-07-27T15:43:00.000+08:00

reality check

the weekends were gone
now mid of 5th week
soon the weekend will come again

then

5 weeks to gp prelim
6 weeks to prelim period

wow thats how fast time will travel

it's really time to hit the books real hard for the prelim and even A now!!

maybe due to the time pressure exerting on us, our life seem to change.

for the better or for the worse??

dunno

or who knows?

maybe the answer will reveal when the time is right.

this last lap maybe seem tough but together with my friends,
i believe we can all make it to the finishing line

-

do u know that wat u done have affected me?
shall reconsider what should be done
and pause for the right moment

if life is bleak ahead and it doesnt smile at U,
dont be dishearted.
try smiling to yourself instead :)))

jumbo

2005-07-23T00:33:00.000+08:00

jumbo

had a duper long day.

lesson till 1 and went causeway with yhui for lunch at burgerking.

we chatted for like 1 hr plus. basically casual stuff.

back home for a short nap and some newapaper reading.

headed sch for meet the parent session.

everything went fine as i was not badmouthed by any teacher.

*wink* -grin-

next was marathon as i need to rush to clarke quay for dinner.

had seafood at jumbo restaurant.

the ambience there was indeed great and the food were delicious too.
most imptly, i had my favourite red wine.

yuppies!

then went strolling along singapore river.

was relaxing and cooling.
the night is definitely young there.
really feel like chilling out tonight and go "chiong" in those happening pubs
but was forbidded.

too bad then.

shall go back there one of these days.

time for sleep.

NITEz :))

2005-07-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

对于爱, 我有一些感想...

积极寻找真爱,
惟恐操之过急, 过于勉强.

耐心等待真爱,
又怕错失良机, 后悔莫极.

最好是保持一种处于积极和消极, 乐观与悲观之间的心态, 不要想太多.

时机成熟, 真爱真的出现了, 自有分晓.

是时候, 就采取适当的行动.当然, 行动需要莫大的勇气.

而以上的 "不要想太多", 也没那么容易.

纸上谈兵, 说说而已.

2005-07-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

smily :)

recently haven been quite myself.

been experiencing mood swings.

exact reason for that?

not sure

hope i can get out of this fast and be that cheerful veron back again

*prayin hard*

reaction effect

sometimes do hope Newton 3rd law do really exist on everything.

if thats the case,

there will not be unhappy lost souls around in the world.

everyone will be showering under love care concern.

then

what i feel about u, u will feel it the same too

2005-07-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

seeking simplicity

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams!

Live the life you've imagined.

As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler.

random shots of gatherin

2005-07-13T03:40:00.000+08:00

visuals!!

here are some shots that we took on our last gathering.

yuanyu and yilin13 at pastamania for dinner

mar and yilin14 posing for a pic by me :P

both sleepy mi and yuanyu at the arcade..

jenna playing the crazy taxi. note: she is a lousy driver

gossips!

2005-07-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

saturday

had dinner and a great chat with katie.

despite constant messaging, we still have tons of gossips to share with each other.
basically chat about everything under the sun again.

just realised that both of us are suffering from gigantism.
but her condition is far more worse than me.

*wink*

after that went yuhua co concert.

arrived late but did not miss out much either.

throughout the whole concert, we were busy chattin away.
shall just find a nice cafe and sit down for a drink instead.

anyway saw lots of familiar faces again.

was questioned about our disappearing act for 1 year.
but we basically just act blur and claimed that we are super busy.

saw my idol Mr Poh.
both katie and i are his dead hard fans.

mingled with the rest esp like yaohao junxian and miss lim.

hope miss lim recover fast from her super terrible sore throat.
take care

piggy junxian now become skinny junxian.
he lost weight and now looks so much better -opps-

but he is still that usual crappy crazy and irritating of course.

marathon to causeway cause chat till too late.

lucky the shop is still open

along the journey talked to katie about our bleak future.

think it's time for us to sit down and consider our life carefully before it's too late

jia you

i wish u knew

2005-07-08T20:34:00.000+08:00

here's a song for u gal.
hope this song reflect your feelings now, bless!

*wink*

i wish you knew

I've got to see you
Wherever you are
And I've got to be there
I'm wishing on stars
I've got to reveal what's inside of my heart
But the words escape me
And I'm paralyzed
So helpless when I
Look into your eyes

[chorus]
And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you, baby
Honestly, I know it's silly of me
To want you so badly
But keep it concealed
See my inferiority complex kicks in
And the words escape me
And I'm paralyzed
So helpless when I
Look into your eyes

[chorus]
And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you, baby
[spoken]
I don't if anybody outside there tonight
Who knows what it feels like
To love somebody so bad
That nothing and nobody
Can ever seem to fill out that void
That is the situation that I'm talking about right now
And if you feel me
Sing the song with me
Come on

[chorus]
And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you, baby

Mariah Carey

horo 08/07

2005-07-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

horo!!

You are really happy.
You laugh loudly!
You stand proudly!
You are just right!

how i wish that the horo can be accurate this time.

on the other hand,

i m really disappointed.
i shout loudly!
i sit proudly!
i am just wrong!

-

mids result out today.

sad :(

something seriously need to be done to stop all these from continuing anymore.

david was right in consolin me, the ultimate most important exam is A and i should learn from my mistakes in order to do my best for A.

thanks :)

i will remember that. to be a "playful" mugger.

-

will things turn out well for us too?
do u feel the same way as i really do?

*...Felicity...Memories...*